Monday, August 21, 2006

thinking back..

alright.. i think some frenz r getting kinda worried over wat's happening to me.. but seriously.. i'm just getting a little nostalgic + sick of sch.. btw go http://boot4eva.myphotoalbum.com to see the rest of the pics.. hope by doing so.. i'll be able to fang de xia..

just met up with the WAT (Work and Travel) friends on sat.. ie Ruiling, Minzy and Wellian.. also to celebrate Minzy's and Sheena's birthdays.. kinda miss 1 or 2 of them.. cox we were really close to them when we were in the states.. miss the days when we had fun or slogged together.. personally i'm closer to ruiling i suppose.. cox i always ga jiao her.. eg. rolled on her bed, watched dvd together.. Went Sushi Tei for lunch.. and spent a long time there.. cox after that we still had to meet up with the rest of the WAT ppl.. though not close to the rest of them ( only closer to a few of them).. but it feels gd to see everyone again.. it really reminded me of the time spent in US.. 东西/人在的时候不懂得珍惜,不在身边之后才开始后悔.. how true.. but we nv learn to appreciate things.. nv learn our lesson.. nv.. i miss..

having stress from sch again.. and it's only 3rd wk.. see so many readings, deadlines and assignments.. hopefully i'll get used to it soon.. actually it's also nothing much.. just thinking and putting all the work together stresses me out.. and i do that everytime before i sleep.. so.. ya.. couldn't sleep..

and after this trip.. it makes me rethink abt Chinese.. as in.. the ppl.. i dun feel proud to be one.. sadly.. their behaviour is like.. smth not to be proud of.. eg why the chinatowns in the states that i've been to, like Washington and NYC r so dirty? why the Chinese haf to squat by the roadside? for god's sake, u're a tourist there.. And i start to qn whether i'm in the right course.. but it's only a qn of right or wrong.. either way.. i'll still go on with my studies in Chinese.. as in i don't mind studying that..

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