bonkers!

woohoo!! i'm done with 1 of the essays!! o god!! i muz haf gone crazy.. cox i actually managed to squeeze 5000 words in 2 days!! that's my record ever! only managed to squeeze 1000 a day in the past.. er.. quality-wise i'm not so sure la.. juz hope it's not too crappy..

i'm leading the most unhealthy lifestyle ever..
heavy supper every night.. like fried stuff..fishball kway teow.. bloated tummy every single moment..
caffeine intake increment.. from 1 coffeea day to 1 coffee and 1 tea.. and it's the super thick kind..
having naps instead of proper sleep.. i think i've really reached the max of bia-ness for myself.. nv gone this crazy before..

gotta sympathize with my family for having to tolerate my craziness.. made my dad buy supper home every night.. say i'm gonna 吃穷他.. er.. i hope not..my mum with my sudden scares.. hope i won't give her heart attack.. my sis with my grrr.. to vent my stress.. lucky she's not always ard.. haha..

and when my mum was steaming buns for me.. i added 2 cheese sausages into the pressure cooker.. and it turned out...

scary right.. reminds me of some anti-smoking ad.. and i thot.. if this is wat pressure does to a sausage.. then wat's gonna be for a human? i hope i won't go busted like the one up there.. and i ate it! (tasted alright.. juz too soft..)

so i'm done with 8 horses 《八骏图》.. now i'm gonna look for《玉卿嫂》.. i wonder how long i can maintain this 'super-drive' in me.. like i've said.. i've already reached the max.. think going down slope soon.. and i dun have the company of soccer thru the night.. until.. mon or tues.. champions league match.. and!! man u lost their 2 recent matches!! they lost when i'm tracking their matches online!! ahhh!! so pek cek!!

-其实很多事情我们选择压抑着..因为那是最简单的出路..我们希望最终压抑能变成解决问题的方法..但很多时候..这并非如此..

我们应该让事情自然的发展.. 否则会变得畸形的..