totally freaked out last night.. junkie told me iro released the instep allocations at like 12mn.. didn't want to go online that night.. but couldn't wait.. and to my utter horror.. i was offered XIAMEN uni! o freak! junkie and bamboo got tsinghua.. wat??!! junkie didn't believe me when i told her i got xiamen.. still thot i was joking with her! emailed peter pan for sos.. then he replied asking me not to worry.. like smth went wrong with iro.. asked them to reconsider my case.. but i really freaked a few peeps out that night.. haha.. oops..
and so.. i'm given Tsinghua.. i hope this is not another mistake by iro..frenz asked if i was happy.. i said it was more of a relief.. ya.. though i'm like given wat i've wanted.. but it's like a sudden apprehension.. when i pic myself away.. somehow i don't know if i wanna make another long trip away from home.. i'm sure many things will change during the time when i'm away.. what will happen on the trip? yet i know i need this trip.. to tk a breather.. to do what i like - to explore.. to be away from here..
-为何不想走了？
还有什么值得我留下？ 没有.
只有东西该忘却..
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